As I sit here, I think about what my heart has endured over the past 5 years... And its been quite the rocky ride. I'm up and I'm down..

I've invested my whole heart and soul and I feel like none of it even matters to him. How can he look at me and say 'I don't care anymore'?.. How is it so easy for him to just give up and walk away? My heart breaks at the thought of it...I guess I really never mattered. I just don't get it? And maybe, I never will.

You break my heart and yet I still will continue to love you with all the little pieces...