It was written in the ★ ★s...

we were destined to meet... Okay... so I've been thinking a lot about all the "what ifs"... it may have a lot to do with me having to deal with mending my broken heart, or maybe its authentic feelings that I've repressed out of the love for J... but HE has been consuming so many of my thoughts...

"What if HE was supposed to be MY husband"... "What if HE was my ONE"... "What if HE never went away... "

I know that I was engaged and HE has a girl and a baby on the way, but I can't help but wonder... I mean, after 5 years, we meet back up? What are the odds?...

... I know we're not going to be together, but I still miss him & love him ♥